battle scars...?

Ok so a lot has happened actually. yes my life isn't boreing all the time.

This past weekend i went with my friend amy up to her cottage. we had lots of fun in the sun on the boat. i wish i was there right now.


Wenesday I auditioned for the musical "Barnum" it's about a circus. Anyway, i have this huge fear of singing by myself while people sit and watch. But i was convinced by my friends that I wouldn't have to if i wasn't auditioning for a lead singing role. But to my surprise, they called my name up for me to sing. I felt like an idiot when i had to tell the director that i'm afraid to sing and i didn't have anything prepared. So she had me sing happy birthday with the piano in front of everyone. I wanted to die. The cast list goes up today.

Directly after that, me and my friend amy went to see a hypnotist perform on campus. Me being me, i volunteered to be hypnotized. He had me doing weird things like not being able to bend my limbs, pretend i'm drunk, smell people, but the worst of all is when he had me and a group of girls believe we were the stars of that muloun rouge song (you know, with lil kim and pink and them). so when the song came on we all got up and started singing and dancing. I was on the edge of the stage pumpin' up the crowd with my sweet white girl moves. Amy was in the front row and she said it was the greatest thing ever. People come up to me in the cafiteria and ask if i'm that muloun rouge girl.

The next night there was a party at a frat house (not the phi kapps, these guys are nicer) and they had made a slip and slide from tarp, dish soap and of course water. me and amy went on it more than anyone. I was soaked and cold and i hurt. i got really good at sliding far though but i always got soap in my eyes. Now i have bruises on my knees, hips and stomach. oh and elbows. but it was worth it.


Ok so last night me and amy (you may have noticed i only have one friend here) went to the bar and some guy licked my ear thinking that was sexy. he got all in it to, wiggling it around. i made a horrible face. He ended up being my next door nieghbor. literally. i'm in 213 he's in 212. horrible.


my ex shawn is still being so dramatic. i don't think we can be friends. every time we talk he ends up going on an angry rant and complains that he's so miserable now. i can't take that anymore so ...yeah...

"Why can't we be friends? Why can't we be friends?"

Last night was horrible! So there's a club in Adrian, the only one, called the LA Cafe. Me and all my girlfriends decided to go since Thursday nights is when everyone goes to the "cafe". When we got there, we all kinda got separated. My friend Amy and I were together though. Then we ran into the Phi kapps (my ex boyfriends fraternity brothers/friends). They seemed excited to see me and really nice. Amy went off dancing with so and so while I got stuck with the guys.

One of them, named zott, has been good friends with me even before me and Shawn started going out together. The more drunk he got, the more of his true feelings for me showed. He basically kept talking about how me and Shawn were never right for each other and that he has always liked me. AND how at one point every phi kapp had a big crush on me. I don't wanna hear that!! they are my buddies!!!

On top of all that, the only guys who came up to talk to me just wanted to know why me and Shawn broke up. (rolled eyes and sigh). THEN i started to get blamed for it. People were saying that either "I wasn't meeting him halfway" or that "I should have made him change". why is it my fault he's a lazy, stubborn, little kid? And I found out that all the phi kapps thought I'd cheated on him and he broke up with me. I was really offended because I would never do that and I thought they knew that about me. whatever.

so all my friends ditched me and went home so i hitched a ride with the phi kapps. Things were getting way too uncomfortable in the car. They were all saying that I should be sluttier and i should get sluttier friends and i was getting offended so i kept telling them to pull over. The driver obviously didn't want me to walk back, but when he pulled into a gas station I hoped right out of the car and walked home.
Now my feet hurt :-(

I just hated how all my guy friends turned into horny little bastards as soon as I became single. and were disrespectful in thinking it was all my fault. People suck.

I had a dream I was going camping with Emily and i was thinking about how great it is that I'm getting away from stress. then i woke up and i was here. damn . it's bad because the campus is so small that i know I'll be running into the phi kapps today.

wow i typed a lot. I'm suppose to be reading "pride and prejudice" right now.

stupid boys

"I guess its just weird making that transaction from boyfriend to friend. But I need to be with a guy who is more active and likes to experience new things." - I thought i'd just steal this from emily's blog since it really could have come straight from me. I've hung out with shawn for the first time since april. I have NEVER felt so awkward in my life. He got really emotional and upset and we're trying despretly to remain friends. i dunno, we'll see what happens.
I think i need a gay friend. they will cuddle and go places and share the same tastes in music and movies. ok i'm stereotyping gay guys but i dont care, i want one!!!

Back at School

I find myself being very bored very often. I guess that could be a good thing right? Better than having no time at all.
Did anyone else watch the Democratic national convention last night? Michelle Obama gave her speech. I waiting all day to watch it and my roomates made fun of me.
Well I have absolutly nothing interesting to say. I havn't met any new people or done anything fun yet. My classes are very small: my monday class is me and another girl and my first tuesday class is only 5 people.
I promise this thing will get more interesting. maybe.

giving into the trend

Blogging seems like the thing to do now-a-days so i'm giving in!! So everyone could stop laying awake thinking "when is kelly starting a blog?!?"

I'll be sharing my current stresses, adventures and thoughts. I see this thing doesn't have spell check because i'm sure I have misspelled a lot.