"Why can't we be friends? Why can't we be friends?"

Last night was horrible! So there's a club in Adrian, the only one, called the LA Cafe. Me and all my girlfriends decided to go since Thursday nights is when everyone goes to the "cafe". When we got there, we all kinda got separated. My friend Amy and I were together though. Then we ran into the Phi kapps (my ex boyfriends fraternity brothers/friends). They seemed excited to see me and really nice. Amy went off dancing with so and so while I got stuck with the guys.

One of them, named zott, has been good friends with me even before me and Shawn started going out together. The more drunk he got, the more of his true feelings for me showed. He basically kept talking about how me and Shawn were never right for each other and that he has always liked me. AND how at one point every phi kapp had a big crush on me. I don't wanna hear that!! they are my buddies!!!

On top of all that, the only guys who came up to talk to me just wanted to know why me and Shawn broke up. (rolled eyes and sigh). THEN i started to get blamed for it. People were saying that either "I wasn't meeting him halfway" or that "I should have made him change". why is it my fault he's a lazy, stubborn, little kid? And I found out that all the phi kapps thought I'd cheated on him and he broke up with me. I was really offended because I would never do that and I thought they knew that about me. whatever.

so all my friends ditched me and went home so i hitched a ride with the phi kapps. Things were getting way too uncomfortable in the car. They were all saying that I should be sluttier and i should get sluttier friends and i was getting offended so i kept telling them to pull over. The driver obviously didn't want me to walk back, but when he pulled into a gas station I hoped right out of the car and walked home.
Now my feet hurt :-(

I just hated how all my guy friends turned into horny little bastards as soon as I became single. and were disrespectful in thinking it was all my fault. People suck.

I had a dream I was going camping with Emily and i was thinking about how great it is that I'm getting away from stress. then i woke up and i was here. damn . it's bad because the campus is so small that i know I'll be running into the phi kapps today.

wow i typed a lot. I'm suppose to be reading "pride and prejudice" right now.

stupid boys

"I guess its just weird making that transaction from boyfriend to friend. But I need to be with a guy who is more active and likes to experience new things." - I thought i'd just steal this from emily's blog since it really could have come straight from me. I've hung out with shawn for the first time since april. I have NEVER felt so awkward in my life. He got really emotional and upset and we're trying despretly to remain friends. i dunno, we'll see what happens.
I think i need a gay friend. they will cuddle and go places and share the same tastes in music and movies. ok i'm stereotyping gay guys but i dont care, i want one!!!

Back at School

I find myself being very bored very often. I guess that could be a good thing right? Better than having no time at all.
Did anyone else watch the Democratic national convention last night? Michelle Obama gave her speech. I waiting all day to watch it and my roomates made fun of me.
Well I have absolutly nothing interesting to say. I havn't met any new people or done anything fun yet. My classes are very small: my monday class is me and another girl and my first tuesday class is only 5 people.
I promise this thing will get more interesting. maybe.

giving into the trend

Blogging seems like the thing to do now-a-days so i'm giving in!! So everyone could stop laying awake thinking "when is kelly starting a blog?!?"

I'll be sharing my current stresses, adventures and thoughts. I see this thing doesn't have spell check because i'm sure I have misspelled a lot.