battle scars...?

Ok so a lot has happened actually. yes my life isn't boreing all the time.

This past weekend i went with my friend amy up to her cottage. we had lots of fun in the sun on the boat. i wish i was there right now.


Wenesday I auditioned for the musical "Barnum" it's about a circus. Anyway, i have this huge fear of singing by myself while people sit and watch. But i was convinced by my friends that I wouldn't have to if i wasn't auditioning for a lead singing role. But to my surprise, they called my name up for me to sing. I felt like an idiot when i had to tell the director that i'm afraid to sing and i didn't have anything prepared. So she had me sing happy birthday with the piano in front of everyone. I wanted to die. The cast list goes up today.

Directly after that, me and my friend amy went to see a hypnotist perform on campus. Me being me, i volunteered to be hypnotized. He had me doing weird things like not being able to bend my limbs, pretend i'm drunk, smell people, but the worst of all is when he had me and a group of girls believe we were the stars of that muloun rouge song (you know, with lil kim and pink and them). so when the song came on we all got up and started singing and dancing. I was on the edge of the stage pumpin' up the crowd with my sweet white girl moves. Amy was in the front row and she said it was the greatest thing ever. People come up to me in the cafiteria and ask if i'm that muloun rouge girl.

The next night there was a party at a frat house (not the phi kapps, these guys are nicer) and they had made a slip and slide from tarp, dish soap and of course water. me and amy went on it more than anyone. I was soaked and cold and i hurt. i got really good at sliding far though but i always got soap in my eyes. Now i have bruises on my knees, hips and stomach. oh and elbows. but it was worth it.


Ok so last night me and amy (you may have noticed i only have one friend here) went to the bar and some guy licked my ear thinking that was sexy. he got all in it to, wiggling it around. i made a horrible face. He ended up being my next door nieghbor. literally. i'm in 213 he's in 212. horrible.


my ex shawn is still being so dramatic. i don't think we can be friends. every time we talk he ends up going on an angry rant and complains that he's so miserable now. i can't take that anymore so ...yeah...